Instincts are something you are born with.. Either you're with it, or you're always against it.. I understand why certain things pull me down, because I just choose not to trust my instincts.. And whenever that happens, I always fall really really hard.. One thing for sure, your very own instinct will never fail you.. You know what you're capable of and what's not, and that's where your instinct comes in.. I've been pondering, wondering, thinking, cracking my brain on this just to see if this theory of following your instincts is really true.. And it is, definite..
I'm done with the games I've been playing.. This will be the first and the last that I fall in this game.. There's always win and lose in any game, but for sure you'll hate to lose it in this one.. I've always won, never lost.. I always break, i dont get broken.. I decide the outcome of the game, always me.. But when the tide suddenly change, you just need to adapt to the change.. I've had my fair share of effects on losing the game, and I'm done here.. Hate it or love it, be thankful that I'm done here.. Cause if I were to get myself going again, your species are at the losing endd..
Anyways, a fall is just a fall.. I'm over it, and I am a whole lot better now.. It made me see everything clearer now.. Life is resuming like how it's supposed to, everything is just back on track now :)
And about me, I've been working alot.. I'll be away this weekend overseas, and I'll be away again the week after next.. Life is very unpredictable, i'm tasting sweetness right now.. Brought some new people in my life, keeping some old ones.. And alcohol has been such a devil tempting me every now and then.. And to how it's rolling right now, I'll keep my mouth shut and just have the best that's happening right now..
*trust me, reflections every night helps a huge deal..
I'm currently listening to Now I Know by One Chance (Listen, I mean this one)
