Sunday, August 24, 2008
Heyhey , yea so sorry hee :) couldn't blog this past week .. too busy with everything that's happening around me . Had chalet back to back for two weeks and as usual , schedule packed with work and school .. I've been missing school alot for the last week . In 5 days , I only attended school about only a day .. I've been dropping by school now and then but because I have to sign some papers , or settle some other school related stuffs . And that reminds me of my exams which is coming up pretty soon .. Mid September which is the fasting month !! Okay , I'll try and do full thirty fot this upcoming fasting month :) right now , i'm not really feeling well .
Certain things are meant to be left unspoken . It makes you think , think and see the picture to why it's all in this state now .. Why is everything in a mess ? Maybe it's my fault , my own selfish thoughts ? Or maybe it's yours ? I'm not pointing fingers , it's partly my fault too but just look back and think . Things happens for a reason .. No one , absolutely nobody can make you realise it except your own self because no one else knows you better except you , H***H .
*wondering*
I didn't really had a good sleep yesterday . Why ? Because I just can't .. Every night before I head to bed , I'll at least message if not talk to you . Didn't you feel weird that there's no message coming from me suddenly .. Have it ever come acrossed your mind that maybe I'm missing you so bad and just maybe , I'm waiting for your call so I could hear your voice to at least ease the soreness of missing you ? Or maybe you're playing in your mind that I'm prolly too busy and couldn't afford the time to msg you ? Even when I'm busy , I do message you cause it never fails to make me grin , smiling to myself , making my day .. But for now , dear god ....
*snap back to reality*
Damnn ! How can that even cross my mind ?!
Anyways , I left something here .. And it's for you , my baby :)
http://www.imeem.com/simplysoulfull/music/MMJaUeMu/trey_songz_cant_help_but_wait/
I'm getting one of these later ! :)
Certain things are meant to be left unspoken . It makes you think , think and see the picture to why it's all in this state now .. Why is everything in a mess ? Maybe it's my fault , my own selfish thoughts ? Or maybe it's yours ? I'm not pointing fingers , it's partly my fault too but just look back and think . Things happens for a reason .. No one , absolutely nobody can make you realise it except your own self because no one else knows you better except you , H***H .
*wondering*
I didn't really had a good sleep yesterday . Why ? Because I just can't .. Every night before I head to bed , I'll at least message if not talk to you . Didn't you feel weird that there's no message coming from me suddenly .. Have it ever come acrossed your mind that maybe I'm missing you so bad and just maybe , I'm waiting for your call so I could hear your voice to at least ease the soreness of missing you ? Or maybe you're playing in your mind that I'm prolly too busy and couldn't afford the time to msg you ? Even when I'm busy , I do message you cause it never fails to make me grin , smiling to myself , making my day .. But for now , dear god ....
*snap back to reality*
Damnn ! How can that even cross my mind ?!
Anyways , I left something here .. And it's for you , my baby :)
http://www.imeem.com/simplysoulfull/music/MMJaUeMu/trey_songz_cant_help_but_wait/
I'm getting one of these later ! :)
